hello.
i painted a picture yesterday (which i started the day before, because i am slow) of a tulip. i dont really like it, but its okay i guess. its the first time ive actually painted, except for watercolors in drawing and comp. i liked painting and im looking forward to oil painting but im sure it wont be that cool because all the projects that are hung up all look the same. they all look good but nothing looks original, and originality is better, feelings are better than perfection.

i passed inspection with an expired insurance card. that basically sums up my day and life.

MY NOSE IS BRUISED!


she punched me in the middle of the night, but doesnt want to fess up. i know it. im a physchic. i know it.

i never write in here, no one ever reads it. maybe that has something to do with it. im not exactly sure. how come when i first learned to type they taught us to put two spaces after a period, but then freshman year in computer apps i was taught only one space. god, why do they have to change everything. does it really matter. just keep it the same. cos the rules are only to keep uniformity anyway. so why cant the rules be uniform. sometimes i dont understand why the person running the world is so fickle. I understand things change, and i accept that. but why cant they keep meaningless rules, such as how many spaces are after a period, the same? i guess questions such as these will never be answered, but still with so much change cant they keep some things the same?

i dont ever write in here. i really feel like watching every star wars movie and playing every star wars game. i dont know, theres just something about watching the movie that makes you want to be a jedi. i wanna see the new one, which i might possibly do on friday with the coolest cat evah! this weeks gonna suck, even though its already almost half over. i dont know, im not sure, but it feels like it is. but thursday will definately be the worst day. tomorow will be alright, but not. i hate the job i work at. even though its just mowing. but its far away and very time consuming. but the pay is alright, which some how so easily swindles away. its amazing how i can have no money and get by, but then i feel as though i do the same thing, this time with money, but still the money disappears. its weird. i dont think that makes sense, but whatever, its not like anyone reads it. but whatever. im sick of having to do stuff. why cant i just not do anything. cos most of what i have to do i dont want to. like lots of stuff im volunteered for, i dont want to do. im not sure how that works out. why would i do stuff that i dont have to do if i truly do not want to do it. sometimes i feel like im not controlling my life, and its annoying as fuck.